Why the hell should I study?

8:31 AM 8 Comments

    Isn't it enough that I think about studying, why the fuck do my exams come every second week.

    The moment I tend to recover from exam fever, it comes standing next to me saying 'Hello loser'

    Why the heck should I study and do things which I don't like, fuck this engineering, I hate being an engineer, I've lost me in training myself to become a professional.

    Professionalism is not what I seek, I want fun and joy, I want the feeling of 'being myself'

    Last semester was freakin' part of my life, the period in which I enjoyed the most, did every freakin' things possible, yet cleared all my subjects with good percentage. Well to say, I got 80%. When I said about my score to all, every one's reaction was 'fuck, how can you..' (With their eyebrows raised in shock)

    None was ready to believe, how can a zombie like me can, especially I didn't believe it, my reaction was same as everyone else' was, I was obliged to ask myself 'is it a dream?'

    Another woefully weeded exam cart is coming my way, in stead of grooming (studying), I'm blogging. Fully aware of the fact that if I start even now I can easily pass tomorrow's test, wait. Why the hell I'm ruining my Sunday, Sundays aren't meant for studies, how the hell I can even think of studying.

    I'll easily clear tomorrow's test as I cleared last semester without studying, so why the hell should I study?

    Fuck Internals, Fuck Engineering, at last fuck studies.